Bad Day

Today started out bad as soon as I got out of bed and realized that we were running late. I just feel really down and fell like all of my efforts are going un noticed. I know I am having a pitty party but I just can not help it. I just feel like crying and I am not sure why. I am on CD-27 & 10-DPO. I will test Monday if AF doesn't show her ugly head. She more than likley will though. I do not feel optimistic about much of anything right now. Marsha stayed home today because she fell asleep doing her homework and did not get it finished. It is her own fault though. She has at least three hours in the afternoon at my moms to do her homework and she will not do it. She waits till we get home at around 8pm. I feel like I am giving her permission to not do it cause I let her stay home, but I would feel worse if I sent her and she got a bad grade. I am punishing her though. I told her that she could not go to soccer this weekend. That is the only thing that I can take away from her that she loves. There is nothing else she really cares about.