A Little Down..

Well I went to the doctor today and they did a biopsy on my cervix. She said their was a large spot and that is what she did a biopsy on. When she cut the piece I almost jumped off of the table. OMG that hurt so bad. They are sending it off to see if it is cancerous. I am a little worried about this. I guess I should not be, but I just can not help it. What am I going to do if it is cancer. They will have to remove it and then the surgery was for nothing. I will not have a chance to have another child!! This stress is so not doing me any good. I don't really have anyone to talk to about it so I write all of my feelings on here. If anyone reads this please put me in your prayers!!