Monday......

I am in a really bad mood and can not really explain why. (A little to personal) I am frustrated with so many things. My bad decisions mostly!! You know those life lessons that are the kind you have to learn the hard way. I went to the doctor today and she clipped the suture knots from my surgery for me. I was suppose to do it but I was scared I would cut my belly off. She was so supportive and said she would do what ever I needed (as far as tests and stuff) to help!! The one piece of advice she gave me was NO STRESS!! OMG how in the world to you get rid of stress!! I have been practiceing breathing to try to relieve stress. It is so crazy to think how easy it was for me to get pregnant with my three children and now how much work it seems to be taking. Just the presure of doing "IT" at the right time is stressful!! If anyone has any advice please feel free to leave me a comment. Of course I am only hurting myself stressing over things. Well I guess it is hurting my family in the long run to. Everyone that reads this please put us on your prayer list!! I really appreciate everyone that reads my blog!!